Breakdown Wednesday
I can't remember my last (emotional) breakdown but I had one today. The worst is that I couldn't even cry it out. It started with a terrible night of sleep. Again, a rarity for me. I decided to sleep in and miss my 8:30 AM class. After sleeping in a bit, I got up and felt guilty-ish for having missed class so early in the semester. I started getting ready for my next class and had a hard time getting the car warmed up to leave.
This is how cold it was in Ottawa today...
(source: my friend on FB)
I drove for 5 minutes, then couldn't remember if I had locked the front door... I got all emotional thinking "what if" someone steals my dogs. (I admit, very slim chance in my small town, but still, the tiny chance made me decided it wasn't worth the risk.) So I came back home. The dogs acted like they hadn't seen me all day.
5 minutes for my dogs = very long time
I missed both classes.
Had *kind of* an argument with hubby :(
And froze.
On days like this, I wish I could just have a good cry.
Can anyone recommend good crying movies on Netflix?
PS - I'm feeling better now.
PS #2 - The door was locked.
Goodness - it seems like it's been one of those days everywhere! I'm sorry it was a bit rough, but I hope you got some extra puppy snuggles. Ladder 49 and Steel Magnolias - both get me every time.
ReplyDeleteOh heavens darling, I feel like you wrote my day a few weeks ago....except I crawled into my closet, yes closet, and cried my face off. You know one of those body shaking, short of breath cries? Yea, one of those. And it felt so good.
ReplyDeleteSappy movies...Nicholas Sparks "The Notebook" is the first movie that comes to mind. I hope you sleep like a baby tonight and make all your classes tomorrow!
Umm, is that really -20 F and -30 C? Ohemgee. Hope tomorrow is a better day!
ReplyDeleteYes....all week :(
DeleteThanks for the support lady!!
P.S. I love you.
ReplyDeletegets me every time!
Aww! I'm sorry to hear about your day! I hope tomorrow is much better for you!
ReplyDeleteAhhh I totally understand I get like that where I want to cry and just cannot, usually country music can make me cry if I want too!
ReplyDeleteAw, do you know I think its the weather that gets to you too. The coldness is just so depressing, and its honestly time for some sunshine endorphins I think!
ReplyDeleteI honestly recommend a movie called 'Onegin' - its a strange one, full of emotion, lost love, and although maybe not crying material - at the end of it, you will breathe a sigh of relief and thank god that you found your soul mate :), watch it and eat a massive chocolate bar! xx
I'm glad you're feeling better now. Writing is really therapeutic isn't it?
ReplyDeleteYes it is!!
DeleteI really could have written this. I HATE having "those" kind of days. I was sick all week with the dreaded flu and even when I couldn't get out of bed I STILL felt guilty about missing work.
ReplyDeleteIf it makes you feel any better, it is freezing here too. And I got in a huge fight with hubby on Sunday morning. AND I get OCD about door locks all the time. And I do the same thing if I think I left my curling iron on. I will obsess about it all day until I go home and check. I'm a freak like that. :P
So sorry to hear about your day! I've been there. Grab a cup of tea and a blanket and watch "Marley and Me" trust me you will cry all night long!
ReplyDeleteHope tomorrow's a better day. Spring can not get here soon enough.
Pia
Oh I hate bad days and you know when the first thing goes wrong that's just the start of it
ReplyDeleteAwe, I feel your pain! It is -42'C in Winnipeg today. This weather has just made me feel so glum! Spring cannot come quickly enough! I am glad you are feeling better. I agree with Pia...cuddle up with some tea and a cozy blanket and enjoy a good book or movie. Thats my plan for tonight! :)
ReplyDelete-42??!! Goodgosh... everything should be closed with such cold.
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